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現在，所有的計畫目標都已經完成，哦不，還有一個目標是差了很遠很遠噠，不知道爲什麽，也許有很多放棄的東西就只有放棄，有很多東西是需要珍惜的。當我的目標們圍著我轉的時候，我似乎忘記了好多喔本應該去完成去實現的東西，好久沒有這麼迷茫過了。以前，我還有自己的目標們讓我去追。現在，似乎這些被我拿到手的目標有不再是我的了似地那樣從我的手中溜走。以前，我是多么希望不上學，不去學校，呆在家裡打遊戲看電視睡大覺。現在，似乎這些都被我實現了，實現后的我又開始懷念過去的歲月。那些在學校中打打鬧鬧的日子，那些在學校里之乎者也的日子，還有那些青春萌動的日子。這些，似乎在我達成自己階段性目標后都喪失殆盡，全然把自己變成了一個傀儡，一個毫無目的毫無生氣的軀殼。
現在，我再一次開始反思，反思她最總拒絕我的原因。想到了很多，很多的自己的錯，很多的自己的傻，以及自己的那些問題。想著想著就傷心了，也許自己還么有到這個年齡吧，該做的事不是這個罷了。所以，我在新的一年里重新安裝了大腦，徹底忘記她的回憶和影子，讓自己在迷茫中重新追尋屬於自己的幸福。
現在，隨著一次又一次地失眠過夜，我放下了。決定重新尋找填埋我心中空缺的她，或許過去的她并不懂得珍惜，或許過去的我還沒有能力給她幸福。但現在，我相信我會給將來的她帶來的不只是幸福而，因為我有了實力.......當空虛已成往事的時候，大家，我會進化的！
FoXmeの疯人院
It's th' TiME! Let's be MaD!
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F.H.R
We don't want war- can't take no more.
It's drastic time for sure
We need a antidant and a cure.
Coz do you really think Mohammed got a problem with Jehovah.
We don't want war ?imagine if any prophet was alive.
In current days amongst you and I.
You think they'd view life like you and I do.
Or would they sit and contemplate on why.
Do we live this way, act and behave this way.
We still live in primitive today.
Coz the peace in the destination of war can't be the way.
There's no way, so people just be 'em wanna be a man.
Realise that you can't change the world by changing yourself.
And understand that we're all just the same
So when I count to three let's change!
It's drastic time for sure
We need a antidant and a cure.
Coz do you really think Mohammed got a problem with Jehovah.
We don't want war ?imagine if any prophet was alive.
In current days amongst you and I.
You think they'd view life like you and I do.
Or would they sit and contemplate on why.
Do we live this way, act and behave this way.
We still live in primitive today.
Coz the peace in the destination of war can't be the way.
There's no way, so people just be 'em wanna be a man.
Realise that you can't change the world by changing yourself.
And understand that we're all just the same
So when I count to three let's change!
